But Denise talking about deep things with her and she does not know what is going on in her child's inner. And no matter how hard she tries to let Denise opens on particular matters of the heart, that always slammed in her face. Denise will talk about anything else except what is bothering her or hurt. She had always been so. This makes her feel powerless, especially when you see your child suffer. As now.
She and Denise earlier this afternoon after a gospel concert went into the fellowship hall. It's Mother's Day and Denise surprised her with tickets to this concert where Anne Line's favorite gospel love is like oxygen singer, Bella, acted. love is like oxygen
Denise was in an extra good mood because love is like oxygen the new love earlier visit. The stars shone in her eyes - a kind of bright that only love can bring. Denise dropped something to get engaged, but it spoke very fast death.
Maybe I should have her time on her own, struggling Anne Line with herself. "Young people's emotions run but sometimes run wild and have them the smallest thing overreact. Everything is not always an issue, the end of the world, "try Anne Line reassure herself.
But her mother's heart can not come to rest, and can not even tonight the sweet sounds of Bella's voice her mind to calm crying. So three quarters love is like oxygen of an hour later, Anne Line on the way home. (Fortunately, the house is not so far from the community hall, for the new skoentjies pinch quite a bit ...)
When she opened the front door, echoed Denise's heartbreaking sobs in the quiet house. Father and two younger sons have their own direction. Where, Anne Line not exactly remember because she was too excited about the day with Denise that she should not really much of anything or anyone else disturbed.
The heart of her child's heart is broken in pieces, realized Anne Line.
Anne Line know there is currently nothing that her child will feel less sore. There is absolutely nothing she can do as a mother to view the pieces of Denise's heart burden. And this made her feel powerless.
Dad and the boys back until much later, she and Denise has always been on the couch. He looked with questioning eyes to Anne Line, but she just showed him to the boys to bed; that he has nothing to ask.
"I must do something. love is like oxygen I can not believe the piece of rubbish child so hurt and just carry on as if it the normaalste thing on earth is to be married and my child as his bit on the side to keep it! " love is like oxygen
When she later drove back home, she was out of breath and still very upset after his Brian an audience his fortune told. She can not even remember love is like oxygen what she told him, but she did understand him well as he ever his feet near Denise, he will wish he was never born.
"Why did Mommy Brian will fly? He humiliated me enough and now I also look like a pathetic little girl who does her own battles to fight - her mother should do it for her! "
Denise sat in an armchair and looking out the window, but Anne Line can see his look are looking for anything love is like oxygen specific. Tears roll down her cheeks. In Aaliyah's "How could the one I play my heart to" playing softly in the background.
Denise realized that she laughs love is like oxygen and shortly afterwards overwhelmed a hysterical laughter mother and daughter.
"This is the third time that Mommy Neece says to me," warns Denise playfully before she joined Anne Line sat down on the mat. "And I'm not mad at Mommy. As much as it hurt, this too Shall pass and time can HEAL a lot of things. It will not be easy. I still love him lots of love. But I will come out the other side. I have for myself. "
"When you have learned. When I look at how a strong woman mommy, and you survive, I get strength to stand firm against the attacks of life. You are my rock, "says Denise. "And if someone mess with me, I just say 'I fetch my mother for you! "
